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"Silence, aching heart," says he "For the window is open," cries he "Despair is in your mind," states he "Tomorrow is forever," explains he "Love is worthless," screams he "Cherish your time wisely," said he The heart bleeds, in the allotted time For the tomorrow has become yesterday's today I find myself wishing, that I was born without emotion Wishing to fall and fade away, for it is crucial That my thoughts impede on my emotions And I feel this nagging sensation eat away at me This advice is worthless, you are all worthless I feel as if it is necessary for me to run away For me to flee from these depressing thoughts From the

To lie asleep, oh, crave the haunting sensation The blood running through your veins A desire to see its presence above the world To taste the purity running rampant through your veins I love the color, it brings back memories Of the red-orange autumn, where I died and was reborn To walk the earth and witness the destruction of souls Those who innocently inoculate their mind with matter The blackest, to stain the pinkness of their flesh Breathing out the smoky rhythm of the captured sky This flesh is endless, and my desire is as well The vast longitudinal hills, running there in the sun The sun is endless; it is the soul of the un

I have nothing you need -- nothing to offer No dream to succeed -- no dream no longer I feel my stamina and my will to continue Suffer and weaken, no stronger than before I stare into myself at the nights, realizing That I, myself, am what I abhor Caught in a mess of contradictory thoughts A need for acceptance, when I, myself -- Choose not even myself Raised with a belief that I had something to give Hoping to find a reason to cherish the life that I live Despair creeping up beside me, holding me, embracing me Seemingly there to offer a hand, when no one else can do the same My eyes, though they show no signs, express deep pangs